I am sure that she cant sleep without seeing me back at home and seeing that I am safe. I ring the bell and she in her half asleep mind tells me that there are some fruits in the refrigerator which I must have along with the food. She tells me how she could not hear the first bell at 3 in the morning.
I have never been so touched in my life ever by seeing all this. I was left is a hostel in my prime and stayed off from my parents for a good fifteen years. Going back to all this makes me feel weird and weird because I am again wanted.
I know she has kept me in her womb for 9 months and fed me to see the world. I realise that I am her world and I am constantly in the back of her mind. I know how i might be doing drugs half zonked out to realise this world and screwing around with some naked women when I still for her can never do wrong. I understand that she has that unconditional love for me which no one in this world can ever ever match.
I love you mother, though I shall never be able to express this.
