So, I ran the marathon in 2 hours 45 minutes. It was good speed. I could have completed it earlier but I am glad I ran the way I did. I still had the stamina to run another 10 kms I guess, which I think is good. It took its toll on me but introduced me to a new light, a new me and a new past..

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Started meditating again after a period of 2 years. Read a few books and am reading the Upanishads now. Read this book which talks about karmas and past lives and how convinced the author was that he found his master from his past life and the connections they had from the past lives and so and so forth..In my deepest of meditations, sleeps and other sub-conscience experiences, I have seen images and I can interpret them as these characters in my past life:

1. I was a NINJA (JAPANESE)
2. I was a bramhim singing bhajans
3. I was a DOG..or SNAKE..
4. I was a WHORE..

I think dog seems reasonable as I still have the insticts..of being loyal, like wiggling my mental tail and I can bite if I want to..

I hope I dont realise some more weird than that..