So how are we today..are we again discussing the strange images coming out of my libido or another beggar I saw to feel disgusted about realising he needs more money than I do..much more than I do..should I part way with it..will it make a difference??

So what are we talking about today. How much money politicians made today (USD ofcourse) and how my business cannot survive without bribing them to death in their accounts or how the dollar depriciated to make my life more worse in times to come.

So how am I sleeping today, with or without her and how she changes with time withtout making a difference to my emotional wreck when love is stilll a word alien to me but I wish it could mean something.. mean something please..

So where is the party tonight, lost in the middle of drinks still searching for the pleasure which I experienced dont remember when, trying in vain to regain and experience it again..its all a mugs game..

And so how would I wake up tommorow, trying to remember my dream when I was oscillating between the parameters of dimensions and how much I hate my routine...loosing out on life, generating the energy yet once again..all over again..

Am I looking for something which has already found me or should I hear that bugger again..ah..he made it the way he wanted..glad he is dead..Play some music for my ears sweet..think I still have life left in me..