kamaal hein

Sometimes when I close my eyes, I remember my childhood days. The scene becomes clear, I can see people, talk to them and feel the same. The smell, the rains of shimla, running down the hills and doing what any thirteen year old would do. The great part is that I still feel the same. I am 33 now.

So what is being mature? Understanding people and relationships, or being successfull and helpful at the same time. I read a report which said that men mature when they are 43. I have another ten years of all the things I want to do by then. Ten years is a long time..

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Talking about ten years, I complete ten years in the profession now. I am proud to say that when I came to delhi, I used to use the bus, look at the counting numbers at the red lights in delhi, waiting for them to turn green, used to have crap food, drink real cheap alchohol..and then I worked, worked real hard, changed my attitude, developed certain good habits amongst others..one thing I have realised over the years, cribbing is a habit, its like an addiction, which makes you feel lighter in the beginning but leaves you hollow, wanting for more and above all, disoriented...

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talking about disorientation, I saw the news lately of another hot girl committing suicide..earlier I used to think that hot girls can never feel depressed, they have everything and sex is something which they can get at the blink of an eye, literally..sorry for her and the way she felt...