WALK

This phase of my life is really killing me..I am quite in control when at the same I am just loosing out the child in me..I have this feel of being in little control of the activities I indulge in..something like not saying everything you feel about the person, saving your heart for someone and not flashing it around..drinking less and thinking about the hang over next morning, plan the moves and then execute them, acting smart with a few people (my boss for instance), knowing your subject really well by reading everything about it and smoking up less, hating the discos, running and learning to swim, fighting the war between mind and body, trying to understand people and understanding why they react the way they do amongst other things...

I thought maybe I am depressed that I am feeling all this, I am not..I am at peace and I feel that peace sometimes, some real bliss when you can feel your soul, coming out of your body and encompassing you in a bubble of happiness and contentment..this feel is for a few seconds only but its worth ever bit of it. So now when I have really jotted a few things I wonder if this phase is really killing me...

I will let you know once I am dead..

SUNDAY BLUES

I think politics exists everywhere..between the sheets, in our day to day life, on trafic lights, office ofcourse..everywhere..its inside us and we cannot live without it..we can create as many issues as we want to and then give birth to politics wasting our arse time and energy into it..for some the kick is immense and their whole life revolves around the new created issue and how to make it worse..aha the bliss on their face wasting their time on that,giving gyaan on something which they themselves abhor, preach what they simply cannot practise, thinking they are cool when they are nothing more then a stinky fart..I wish I could burn them there and then..I WISH..

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Get Born Again my friend..Get up and shine and rise coz the dirt shall never settle..Its just too kick ass and we are riding it as of now..its just getting better now when the hard work was done with our only weapon, ALCOHOL..burrraaaaaaaaaaa