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Of late I have been thinking about my life and how it is shaping up to be. I am acting indifferent to a lot of things around me, good or bad, trying to go with the flow but yet not get carried away.

I am actually very confused wandering between planning and impulsive reactions and thoughts but still moving. "This too shall pass", they say..

Yoga will guide me through. It will I know..

PLUCKING WITH A SMALL LEAD

Not that I am a man interested in politics but I am ashamed to see the leaders that a country like India has right now. I am sick of watching Chidambaram on television giving mere explanations on almost everything and acting as if he is doing a big favour on this country by providing/ rendering his elite high Harvard taught services to this poor country. Horrible is a word which is not even close to the way I feel. The incompetent leadership under Sardar jee and his Italian mentor does no good either.

I think the Lotus has an edge for giving some statements which I can relate to. Some stance on the refugees, the Hindutva (I am turning into an extremist I think), Pakistan, Terrorism, the residual goodwill of the Vajpayee regime etc. The Takluu Advani is no good either. Horrible is again the word.

God save India..

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Father is reading Osho these days in Hindi.I cant read a page in Hindi, he tells me that is because there are basic flaws in my education, being in a Catholic school for formidable years as one. He tells me that Osho says that we should never regret. Sure I can relate to that, the Metallica cover from the Garage album, where Hetfield shreeks "No remorse, no regret"..yeah and the guitars burn..


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Goa was lovely, loved it, swimming in the lap and chanting was close..thank you god for making me feel it and left to live..girls were lovely, the laughs still ringing..