Sunday, April 26, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
KISSA KURSEE KAAAA
India is going to elections and I will be voting soon. Everyday the newspaper is plauged with politicians calling each other useless and kicking dirt. Its like a group of hyennas pissing on each other before mating.Thats exactly the scene here in India with any party coming together for the power of the seat after the elections. Personally, I hate these politicians and hurling shoes at them is just a noble medium to express our love for them. I am sure each one of use wants to do that but then who wants to get that entire exercise.
To top of it is our very own Victorian "Kasab Theatre" where we are showing the world that you can enter our country, kill us and then we shall provide you with a lawyer to defend yourself with even the possibility of your mother perhaps meeting you in jail. So very noble coz we are the land of the Gods and the greatest democracy. Eventually, you never know, you may also be freed with the warning of not using the same channel to enter India but from some other border area or else the worthy politicians shall not be able to convince the people that adequate steps were taken to check the routes. Perhaps Bjp shall be able press hard on the immigrants issue then.
Indias core issues are no different then what it were 60 years back. Security is the latest addition. Who cares about Black money until I am not a part of it.
Its just so useless in the end. Ok I will be voting but I cannot see anyone who will bring about a change. Being in Delhi, I am not voting for local issues like roads or water or sanitation but for ideologies. I am sorry to say but none of the parties is worth my vote. Being an eduated Indian, I might still cast my vote based on my religion. Sad but true.
To top of it is our very own Victorian "Kasab Theatre" where we are showing the world that you can enter our country, kill us and then we shall provide you with a lawyer to defend yourself with even the possibility of your mother perhaps meeting you in jail. So very noble coz we are the land of the Gods and the greatest democracy. Eventually, you never know, you may also be freed with the warning of not using the same channel to enter India but from some other border area or else the worthy politicians shall not be able to convince the people that adequate steps were taken to check the routes. Perhaps Bjp shall be able press hard on the immigrants issue then.
Indias core issues are no different then what it were 60 years back. Security is the latest addition. Who cares about Black money until I am not a part of it.
Its just so useless in the end. Ok I will be voting but I cannot see anyone who will bring about a change. Being in Delhi, I am not voting for local issues like roads or water or sanitation but for ideologies. I am sorry to say but none of the parties is worth my vote. Being an eduated Indian, I might still cast my vote based on my religion. Sad but true.
Friday, April 17, 2009
MENTAL DISORDER
After being diagnosed of diabetes and loosing weight, I have been in the shell. In the shell coz I hate the way people react seeing me with me loosing so much weight. Some look at me with sympathy and some just reacting without addressing the issue. Some talk about my weight loss coz they really do not have anything else to start the conversation with. Although their reaction is just for a jiffy, it leaves my soul molested. I could have never imagined myself feeling that way, never.
And so I dont feel like meeting people who knew me when I was like them. By them I mean superficial, selfish and with a bloated ego. Diabetes made me look life from a different angle, from the eyes of the person who is suffering. I understand that this suffering is more self inflicted rather then them harming me but then I get this feel that I a little handicapped somewhere. Like for example, I can appreciate why all ATMs in India would be disabled friendly, how would it feel not being able to run coz i have screws in my knee etc. etc.
Basically, the point which I am trying to make here is that life is beautiful as it is today. I should appreciate and I want to appreciate what I have and not what I want . The beer with the half glass full tastes better I guess.
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Osho says that we need to get out of the system to be released. Wish he could explain that to a poor man in India whose life revolves around a piece of bread. It was easy for the americans to realise that coz everything else was insured, explored and catered to. I think becoming Buddha is again a prievelage of the rich..
And so I dont feel like meeting people who knew me when I was like them. By them I mean superficial, selfish and with a bloated ego. Diabetes made me look life from a different angle, from the eyes of the person who is suffering. I understand that this suffering is more self inflicted rather then them harming me but then I get this feel that I a little handicapped somewhere. Like for example, I can appreciate why all ATMs in India would be disabled friendly, how would it feel not being able to run coz i have screws in my knee etc. etc.
Basically, the point which I am trying to make here is that life is beautiful as it is today. I should appreciate and I want to appreciate what I have and not what I want . The beer with the half glass full tastes better I guess.
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Osho says that we need to get out of the system to be released. Wish he could explain that to a poor man in India whose life revolves around a piece of bread. It was easy for the americans to realise that coz everything else was insured, explored and catered to. I think becoming Buddha is again a prievelage of the rich..
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Thursday, April 2, 2009
The guy had something. I am very impressed with what he has to say.
These days I am sitting again after years of struggling with my mundane and meaningless life going astray. I am detoxiying myself, I mean I have been smoke free after atleast 14 years, meditating observing my mind, body and sould and diffrentiating between them. Mind is such a useless piece of thing, really, I mean its so wicked and weird. Needs a lot of taming.
I am off mediating, i feel very irritated afterwards. I read Deepal Chopra mentioning in one of the queries raised in the paper saying that it is because of the stress coming out. Today I felt my body loosing out a lot of shit and feeling light. Lets see how many days I can take this. I write this to account of what i am feeling right now.
Osho, killer logic but I am more clever than the americans he fooled. I want to know more he has left back. Pune I am comin very soon
These days I am sitting again after years of struggling with my mundane and meaningless life going astray. I am detoxiying myself, I mean I have been smoke free after atleast 14 years, meditating observing my mind, body and sould and diffrentiating between them. Mind is such a useless piece of thing, really, I mean its so wicked and weird. Needs a lot of taming.
I am off mediating, i feel very irritated afterwards. I read Deepal Chopra mentioning in one of the queries raised in the paper saying that it is because of the stress coming out. Today I felt my body loosing out a lot of shit and feeling light. Lets see how many days I can take this. I write this to account of what i am feeling right now.
Osho, killer logic but I am more clever than the americans he fooled. I want to know more he has left back. Pune I am comin very soon
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