RELIGIOUS LEADERS OWE ME MONEY...

Bhagwan Ko Agar Zyada Pkaya
to Voh Pakwan Ban Jayen Ga

Bhagwan kein Bina tum reh Logein
Pakwan kein Bina Nahi

Isleyein Bhagwan ko Bhagwan Rehnein Do
Aur usee Pakwan Bana Peth ke Bhuk Na Mitayoo...

Bagpiper

Is Zindagi Ki Ulghan mein
aur ulgh sa gaya huein
chahta huein ki ab tham jauein
chahta huein ki ab ghar jauien

Us paar janee ka et phattuur tha
jaa kar dekha to, paya vahee hajur thaa
Soch Bath chor, chal para heuin phir ek baar
es baar, aash hein milein char yaar

and Bagpiper....heheh
 

So, I ran the marathon in 2 hours 45 minutes. It was good speed. I could have completed it earlier but I am glad I ran the way I did. I still had the stamina to run another 10 kms I guess, which I think is good. It took its toll on me but introduced me to a new light, a new me and a new past..

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Started meditating again after a period of 2 years. Read a few books and am reading the Upanishads now. Read this book which talks about karmas and past lives and how convinced the author was that he found his master from his past life and the connections they had from the past lives and so and so forth..In my deepest of meditations, sleeps and other sub-conscience experiences, I have seen images and I can interpret them as these characters in my past life:

1. I was a NINJA (JAPANESE)
2. I was a bramhim singing bhajans
3. I was a DOG..or SNAKE..
4. I was a WHORE..

I think dog seems reasonable as I still have the insticts..of being loyal, like wiggling my mental tail and I can bite if I want to..

I hope I dont realise some more weird than that.. 

BREAKING NEWS..

Every evening when I am watching television, I like listening to these debates. The social values are being reflected through these anchors asking some tough questions to the politicians. Make no mistakes, with ego playing its trciks, many of these anchors think themselves to be the messiah of the poor and a bolloywood star, all humped into one.

Clearly, you are motivated by the talks and the information you receive. These talk shows or the news channels have done some great things and have been able to unearth some major scams. But then there is more to the eye.  

What if someone whom you trust tells you that you can buy anything on these channels and these so called morality filled channels are nothing but centers of propagation which can be tailored made to suit you and your needs. I read this post today which kind of outlines everything and how every fuckin dude on television is connected. The nexus is deep and dirty. So do we need something in this country which can regulate them. Until now, all they are asking for is self regulated commissions. I think its a farce. There has to be something, an independent body which regulates what you are mentioning on the television. I am not a journalist but as a citizen I strongly believe that there should be a regulation to check these media whores.

When you entire modus operandi works on pointing fingers and demanding explanations, non-accountability or accountability to a fellow murderer is not something which the public would live with for long. Some of these ass holes are as corrupt as the politicians of this country and should be reporting live from a Jail.

I want to write about social media today. I think it has changed the psyche of people in similar ways like a cell phone. People can find you and if you dont have a cell phone or a facebook account, you are considered weird. Wow!

So, if you happen to meet someone at a party and would want to indulge more, one thing you can do is add the person to your facebook account. Likewise, you may follow on twitter or do everthing possible to exist in a space which does not exist in a real world.

Exisitng in this digital world has its complications. It breeds jealously, hatred and all sorts of emotions. People visit a place later but the photos are uploaded the moment they are there. The people who hate these photos clink on the 'like' button. The person uploading the photo quenches his thirst of showing off.

The point I am trying to make is that these social sites make you weak, you loose your sensibilities of staying and doing what you want. Rather you are torn between the various emotions which are as unreal as these social webistes ripping you of being human. You are now a character, addicted, torn and miserable.

Welcome to the real world..as it exists for you..  

Life is like a Black Mans Left ass. Its not right and its not fair...

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I wanted to write about this for a while now. I have been reading about this everywhere. The Political scenario shaping up around us. I hate the way that bitch of Congress mocks Anna and its movement on a television show and calls it a bluff. The media has gone crazy about the number of people turning up at the Jantar Mantar. Big Deal. 

I dont know about the world but I have voted everytime I was able to. I might not go to Anna movement wearing a cap but I support him against corruption. Our ideologies may differ as we are generations apart. I support the movement behind the television. Behind the computer I keep working on in office. And when it comes out to vote, I will kick their ass from the back. I am the Ghost and I will visit you after 5 years..and I am coming soon again..hahahah 

DC

I write this blog from DC. A beautiful sunday morning, listening to a live performance of Odel. I remember the firt time i heard her through shivu, i made fun of the song. anyway, i like her now for easy listening. frankfurt was amazing, an experience to say the least. its time to start yet another but the most important phase of my life. over the last year, itnink i have evolved, matured and developed myself personally and professionally. i am great i moved from that comfortable position i was in. this has given me much more flexibility. at a personal level, i have realised how to be on the right side of things. i went to a federal court here and the judge gerald lee had said that through faith, support from family,determination and hard work,one can achieve anything. another thing which i realised was that while u are plucking strings, the resonation of the same shall vary from people to people..same are with emotions, you might be plucking for a different tune but it might resonate differently. however it has to be the right tune, to give birth to the direction the emotion takes..writing this throug a samsung pad..for the records US is good.

Right to the Grave..

I was thinking of the fabric of a society. The claim of individuals, the stance of characters and the emotions of the fairer sex. They are all the same but the fabric differs. The difference is not much. The more you see it carefully, you will realise that the difference is owing to thresholds built by the society. The society plays with the mind to create notions. Some take these notions too seriously, right uptill the grave..

Just Like that..

I dont want to feel numb and cold for things around me. Unfortunately, I feel the same about a lot of things. Dis-interested with the hope that things would change. Change for what is something I myself dont know . I just sit and witness things and how they come and pass you by, leaving you with new things to think about, the food for thought for the mind which is already churning out its own theories filled with emotions. Negativity is the best thing you can experience, it fills you from head to toe and if you dont pay it too much heed, it vanishes. I guess, it already has a lot of takers who are ready to ride the horse and spread the message. The message sometimes can be as simple as 'I hate you and guess what, I dont know why'..

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So I am going to Frankfurt..Germans and Beer..looking forward to that..high Blood Sugar levels..her I come..

Thinking Loud..

I think I have learned a lot in the past 8 months of travelling. Its not necessary that travelling is all about staying in fancy hotels or clicking photos which you can put on your facebook account. Its more about the faces you see and the stories the buildings tell you. Behind every face is a story, some secrets, emotions, believes and a point of view. Every building has a reason, a hope, a belief and parts of cultural overtones. The developed world is very different from the Least Developed Countries. Frankly speaking, I liked the LDCs more for they have more history, more faces and more buildings, each having a story of its own.

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London was amazing. The best part was the museum. I have never seen something like that under one roof. I guess it has inspired me to travel to Egypt and see the Pyramids. But then what an expensive city. I was shelling out substantial amount to money to take a leak. Well, thats not fair.

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So, for the records, I am looking for a job again..Bhagwan Daya Kar..