You and your Pathetic Life

 I write this post in a state of confusion and feeling like a mere mortal, where life is asking me questions I thought I always knew the answers for, but alas I dont. 

I have this feeling now that to feel emotions in this life is actually living it, be it lust, agony, hatred and even love. These makes us humans. Jealously is a stong emotion to but should be avoided. 

The sath gurus of the world asking us to go beyond these emotions dont understand that we all shall achieve it when we merge with the cosmos, till then feel these emotions and live this pathetic life of yours with jist and vigour. 

By the way, I dont know why I keep getting these calls from Property Dealers trying to sell these properties to me, wish they were selling weed! Again, I have quit that too...

HOLE IN MY HEART

I am writing this blog again today to tell the world that I now know that I am a part of the Cosmic Being. I have felt it within and in other things that do not trouble me. People/Things which trouble me, in whatever way are still marred with stench. No comic energy in them and wont try to find any. I guess I have a long way to know how to love myself. ------- I am reaching 40 now. Well, I remember a time when I used to call people Uncle and was a small boy, doing all the crazy/naughty things. Though i was thought the importance of the phrase "Carpe Diem" by an Irish Brother under an orientation program a long time back, its only now I understand the importance of it. I guess I am beginning to realise that life is limited and i need to utilise my time better. Build it bit by bit. ----There is a hole in my heart which can only be filled by WHO/WHAT/WHERE/WHEN?

FEEL

Things take time, things change, routine and habits change, the concept of a "morning" changes and so does your way to embrace the end of the day, between these changes we look for subtle joys and feelings, finding them assures us that we are alive.

IS PAL..IS PAL

JAL, CHAL, BAL, KAL AJ AUR KAL, IS PAL..IS PAL I thought that this was a divine thought when I was bathing. JAL: We are made of water, almost 90%, that what God gave us when we were born. CHAL: DECEIPT, The day we are born, our senses and society teach us the art of Deceit. Senses teach us gratification at the beginning and then an unending desire. Senses deceive us, the society deceives us and above all the mind deceives us. BAL: Its take strength to come back to the soul, to what is real. Dreams can be real to be realised that they are just a dream. are we dreaming and what's the reality? What is truth? All these questions are important and need strength to be answered and understood. It takes strength to understand this. I have only asked them but am too weak to understand. KAL, AAJ AUR KAL: Past, Present and Future, the test is everyday, the test to be where? living with the memories or thinking about the future, IS PAL..IS PAL: Only live in present, only the present

BEING HUMAN

Another year, 2016 was one year where I was all by myself. Thanks for the support that I got from my wife. I travelled to the North East and what an experience that was. Sat on the cockpit of a Sukhoi and drank like a fish, stayed with the Tribals. They can eat anything that moves. Its a tough life there and women are the most hardworking. ---- 2017, I guess is one Year that will change me for good, or atleast that what I think..Bless me God to a better human being..

ELECTIONS AND BLACK MONEY

The world changed overnight. Trump came into power and Namo started his crusade against black money. Incidentally, the night before I was at a function of a real estate guy. I saw three fancy cars accompanying the bride into the house and the party was all about Platinum Label and Blue Label along with the likes being served to more then 500 people. Imagine the magnitude. I last time and the only time I had Blue Label was in Mumbai when we created an event out of it. Well, the next day, the news came as slap from Karma. I always thought that people with black money, no matter how useless they are, will still remain powerful and take a bundle of notes out of the closet and repeat this exercise till the 7 generations finish it as parasites. This move makes me feel positive, bring some sanity to my mind and encourages me to work hard. Trump, well I knew he would win. I spoke to a lot of Uber drivers in Florida in May and everyone said that people were afraid to come in the open and support him. Well, US has shown us what a crazy country it is, and above all has reiterated that above all we are humans and think about ourselves first. For the records, I want to say that Kejriwal is a moron and I will never ever vote for this monkey again.

WELCOME

I welcome myself after a long break, like a Polar Bear coming after its hibernation. Ahh fresh air and I smell food, I will eat your brain first.. ------ I will be running my fifth consecutive half marathon on November 20, this year. I have realised that running does not change anything in life. It just makes it bearable. --------------------------------------- Bought a new Car and an automatic, with my old car, every fucker on the road wanted to overtake me. This new one is a rocket in a pocket and I am beginning to like it a lot..Jai Ho..