HOLE IN MY HEART

I am writing this blog again today to tell the world that I now know that I am a part of the Cosmic Being. I have felt it within and in other things that do not trouble me. People/Things which trouble me, in whatever way are still marred with stench. No comic energy in them and wont try to find any. I guess I have a long way to know how to love myself. ------- I am reaching 40 now. Well, I remember a time when I used to call people Uncle and was a small boy, doing all the crazy/naughty things. Though i was thought the importance of the phrase "Carpe Diem" by an Irish Brother under an orientation program a long time back, its only now I understand the importance of it. I guess I am beginning to realise that life is limited and i need to utilise my time better. Build it bit by bit. ----There is a hole in my heart which can only be filled by WHO/WHAT/WHERE/WHEN?