Two songs which helped me through thick..thin there were many people!!

A lonely cry for help

reaching out for help to anyone
A silent prayer to God

to help you your way

I've been depressed so long,

it's hard to remember when I was happy

I've felt like suicide a dozen times or more

But that's the easy way,

that's the selfish way

The hardest part is to get on with your life

You're searching in the dark,

clutching at straws to find a way

You take the tarot cards

and throw them to the wind

Your question your beliefs,

your inner thoughts, your whole existence

And if there is a God

then answer if you will

And tell me of my fate,

tell me of my place

Tell me if I'll ever rest in peace

If you could live your life again,

would you change a thing or leave it all the same

If you had the chance again,

would you change a thing at all

When you look back at your past,

can you say that you are proud of what you've done

Are there times when you believe

that the right you thought was wrong

All of my life

I have believed

judgment of heaven

is waiting for me

All of my life

I have believed

judgment of heaven

is waiting for me

Waiting for me, waiting for me, waiting for me...