Here we go

I dont want to believe in the policy of being nice any more. People dont seem to understand that. I think with the manner in which our systems work and the gap between the poor and rich widening as we breathe, people just dont seem to understand the nice and gentle language which you want to speak. They want to push you to the limit and when you retaliate, things are fine. If you are nice from the word go, you are off for a ride or dragged to a corner.

You keep on working like an ass and rather than getting appreciated for it you are asked if you can take on more work. I mean ridiculous. You give money to someone when he needed it and then he doesnt return it for months. And they you are too shy and stupid to ask for it, but then in the end of the day its your fucking money. I would hate myself if I do that to someone. If I owe you some let me know!!

So I have thought that I shall change now. Be no more nice to people but even if I am, I wont say it. Silence can hide a thousand lies and a million truth. The perception shall then be in the other mind where my mind just looks at it with a blank face.

My brain says its worth a shot, my heart says let it be coz he is watching...