Guess what, even I give you all my love for free, it will be piece of shit for you. Only when I play all the pranks and make you work for it that you will be serious about it and be considerate about the way I feel. We cannot take things which we get without too much hassels. Personally speaking, I always liked girls who were always open about their feelings, infact loved them, but I am afraid that was never the case otherwise. People like drama.
Recently I met this friend who was gifted a Rolex on his engagement. During lunch with a glittering Rolex on my friend hand, she was telling us with love in her eyes how he proposed to her on his knees with a decoarted house full of rose petals and candles with romantic music playing at the back. And then they opened the champagne which they had bought long time back travelling together which apparently she thought my friend had consumed long time back.
I mean if someone expects such drama from me then the answer is not in this life for sure. Infact, after lunch I was discussing this entire episode with another friend and how we have never been in love coz we are so unromantic. Chutiya we called him, had a laugh and went on sipping our masala tea..
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I will soon be changing the orbit. It will take me to another phase of life. I dont know how it will be but then I am becoming more independent. I have independence from a whole lot of addictions now. I am not grounded any more, she does not excite me any more, I think I have lost her or perhaps they all have lost me all together..
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