I feel lonely today..i call up this girl i like and she refuses to pick up the phone for whatever reasons. My schools friend calls me up and tells me how fucked up he is with his life walking out of office at 10: 3o PM at night to finish a one and a half hour journey back home. I reach home and my parents asks me a some questions pertaining to work and how I should not be stressed out because of it. I try to explain my father the difference between a government department and the way private sector works and my mom seems to understand that more than him. He tells me just to read and buy some books and read it coz i would feel like a fool tomorrow if i dont know that. I totally appreciate that.

I feel quite lonely right now and my music perhaps can not even bring me to back to life. Why am I in this rat race and what is the competition all about. I am not not one of those who shall give in so easily coz i have the power to think, to analyse and think over it like a brooding dove. I might be down and beaten tonight for whatever reasons best known to my alter ego, but I shall be back one day when I mean business and business my way and I warn you to mend your ways...