I want to think this as four chapters of my life..my first love music, work, girls and then getting high..This is not necessary in the fashion that I have put it but these are the most important factors of my life. As of now, this is the priority when I am 28 right now.

Music is going fine and I think I shall never be able to live without it. It changes me and makes me feel light and easy or just leaves me somewhere where I enjoy. I love playing the guitar and singing with it and it just sometimes makes me feel numb. Its a feel coming out when you breath leaving your heart blossom like a flower. Its amazing when it comes back to you when you want it to be. I know what I mean only if you can undestand it.

Work, is when I left college and my X told me, who apparently cracked one of the best B schools which life can offer working with one of the biggest banks (and I feel jealous abt it at times), that I have the brains to do stuff only if I can challenize, which apparently used to make me wonder if what she was saying had any substance. All I could do that time was smoke up and play the guitar and copy Vedder and Cobain. So when I had the opportinty (and I must thank God for that), I only though that I shall work and work for 5 years and leave everthing I ever thought about as secondary. I am 4 years down the line...

Girls, I really dont know if I have had my share but then a man is always greedy. I have never been in love or perhaps never got it from the ones I wanted. Some beautiful ladies who gave me, I still respect and cherish them for I could not give them my true self. After college, my work life gave me back seat in this and perhaps even with my guitar and singing, but then its all abt money now, isnt it?? I shall wait for another year, Its coming my friend and you are reaching there...

Getting high never changed and it shall never change.. I cant change myself but I can atlest exercise to stop the body harm coz in the end, before I die, I really want to have my kicks before the whole shit goes up in flames...how abt joining me for the base camp????